Wow Really?

I am so grateful that I have Faith in God, and I lean not on my own understanding. Yesterday, after all the excitement, I knew I would need to take my pain medication. This is something I don't do often, as I do not like the way they make me feel, but last night I was in so much pain. I held out as long as I could, and at 3 am, I reached for my meds, only to find they were gone, bottle and all.
I don't get it, I sacrifice so much for my family, and yet someone in my own home took away the one thing that takes my pain away, even if for only momentary relief. My heart was sickened to know that someone that I either gave birth to, or Rhianna's father is to blame. These are people that are supposed to love me and respect me. I would hope that they wouldn't do something that further my discomfort. I mean Rhianna's dad, doesn't live with us, but for Rhi's sake for the Holiday, I opened our home to him once again. Today he will be going back, Luke and Joshua will be here along with Rhianna, and my dad. The list of people living in my home need to continue to shrink. I keep that in continual prayer. This morning I woke up and took my issues to The Cross. I don't have that gut wrenching, piercing pain I had when I woke up remembering my pain, and the reason it's still there. I confessed my anger to God, and I know ion my heart that God will be with me, and this situation is my my destruction. I am living Victoriously!!! I am Blessed, and this will NOT bring me down.